Marriage Behind the Façade by Lynn Raye Harris

Author:Lynn Raye Harris [Harris, Lynn Raye]
Language: eng
Format: azw3
Tags: Romance, Fiction, General, Contemporary, Contemporary Women
ISBN: 9780263226614
Google: IcgOywAACAAJ
Publisher: Mills & Boon
Published: 2012-01-14T18:30:00+00:00

CHAPTER NINE

SYDNEY was frozen, like a small animal trying to hide from a much larger predator. She wanted to be strong, wanted to push him away—and she didn’t. She wanted him with a fierceness that no longer surprised her. She wanted him inside her, his powerful body moving with precision, taking them both to heaven and back.

Her fingers curled, her eyes closing. Oh, how it hurt to want her desert prince so badly. To know that she would never truly have him, even if she offered herself up here and now.

She thought he would kiss her, thought that her inability to move would bring him to her and begin what she wanted oh so desperately.

Instead, he rolled away from her.

Sydney blinked back tears—of frustration, of anger, of sadness? She was no longer certain. Being with Malik again confused things. Confused her.

“Why did you leave, Sydney?” He sounded almost tormented. “We had this—and you left.”

“You know why,” she said, pushing the words past the ache in her throat.

“No, I don’t. I know what you told me—that you overheard my conversation—but why did that make you go? Why didn’t you confront me?”

“Confront you?” she choked out. “How could I do that? You humiliated me!”

“Which should have made you angry.”

“It did make me angry!”

He rolled onto his side to face her. “Then explain to me how you thought leaving would fix the problem.”

Sydney scrambled up to a sitting position. Shame flooded her. How could she say it? How could she explain that she’d always known she wasn’t good enough for him? That she knew it was too good to be true? It had always been a matter of time before he no longer wanted her.

So why did you agree to marry him?

“I was upset,” she said. “Hurt. You didn’t want me, and I wasn’t about to stay and pretend I didn’t know it. And then, then …” She couldn’t finish, couldn’t speak about their last night together when she’d told him how she felt and been met with silence. It was too humiliating, even now.

“When did I say I didn’t want you?”

She thought back. He’d never actually said those words, had he? But what else could he have meant when he said marrying her was a mistake?

She shook her head. He was trying to confuse her, and she wouldn’t allow it. She had to hold onto her anger, her pain. “You told your brother you made a mistake. What was I supposed to think?”

He reached for her hand, took it in one of his. She tried to pull away, but he wouldn’t let her. “I did make a mistake, Sydney. Because I married you without giving you a chance to realize what this kind of life entailed. Did you know my mother would despise you? That you would always be an outsider in Jahfar? Did you have any idea what being my wife would entail? I gave you no chance to discover these things.”

Her heart hurt. Her head. Her throat felt like sand.

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